I've Prayed A Prayer.

I’ve prayed a prayer,
“God, if he’s wrong for me remove him, because I don’t have the strength to let him go.”
But when I arise with the morning star the thought of him lingers.
The faint hint of his fingertips on the small of my back…

The equilibrium of my heart is off.
Constant waves of uncertainty sway me.
Advice proves to be adverse:
Nights always prove to be worse.
A solitary confinement to this twin bed; a satirical stab at my unfortunate predicament.

I can’t shake the shadows that dance on the walls.
Vivid images of the two of them…
As quickly as their dance started it ends, and her face is replaced with mine.
Something tells me the former could never be right…
In search of confirmation I dial 11 numbers inconsecutively
I drown in momentary sorrow after the fifth ring,
“Hello, you have reached…”
I find myself catching my breath when protocol is broken.


He is nothing I wanted but everything I’ve needed.

I’ve prayed a prayer.
“I don’t know what this is.
I’m afraid to call it love.
I’m terrified to fall victim to enchantment.
God, if he’s wrong for me remove him, I don’t have the strength to let him go.”
But when I arise with the morning star the thought of him lingers.
The faint hint of his fingertips on the small of my back.

Damit!

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It Comes in Threes.

I scream hallelujah as my lungs collapse.
The secret sound of sacrilege soothes my soul.
Where has my mind gone?
Tell me is this backstabbing sinking feeling blasphemy.
I walk on waters but yet my hems are soaking in liquid.
God bless the child that’s got his own,
And what of those who’re owned.
A-post-all send a postal man my way.
Contained in it where small inscriptions that
Upon my effort, spelled out “breath”.
Is it worth it?

I look at you now with unchanged eyes.
The amber brown of your eyes remind me of
Hot red irons scorching through my soul.
Forgiveness is on my list, not yet completed.
With each at bat I get closer to letting go of holding on.
Each swift calculated swing knocks at my heart.
A painful reminder of how the future was.
I run ‘round third and back to first.
My feet cant stand the sight of home.

As much as I want to wipe you from memory
You stick out like red paint on white walls.
I pine for simple days in September
where it fells like August
still
I know the loyalty between us three is bias.
Me to you, you to she.
But what am I to say when
I’m left in crossroads struggling to loosen my ropes.
We like two young David’s wish to sprout wings and fly.
Even the most advanced map cant direct me back to you.


If life had do not disturb signs,
I’d hang mine on the entry to my soul.
Forever posted warding off ill-mannered spirits.
If only I could de-age in order to disengage.
If good things come in three’s then surely
The opposites follow suit...

Double Header.

So today was my first game.
I forgot to take a pic in my uniform.
=[
But it's okay.
Well we lost both games.
But for a team that hasn't played in a month
due to injuries, we did really well.
I'll go into detail about everything later.
Right now I'm EXHAUSTED.

Running.

So I went running the other day.
I ran about a mile.
this is what I listened to.


Teenage Wasteland- Puhdys
If you've never heard it you need to.
Dope ass song. Makes me think of
a movie montage about kids on drugs.

Roxanne- The Police
Classic again.
The tango story to a rock background.
Pure FUCKING genius.

Hallelujah- Paramore
She's not your average girl singer.
and DONT compare her to Avril.
This chick is the real deal.
Haley's pipes are serious. and the chorus... mm.


Calm Down- Joe Budden
The first time I heard this song I needed to do exactly that.
I ended up crying and hyperventilating.
Now I run to it.

Stronger- Kanye West
It's a good motto. What can I say.

Day N Nite- Kid Cudi
Be on the look out for this Kid.
I saw him live.
Yes. Sir.

When I Grow Up- Pussycat Dolls
Cause I really do wanna be famous.
=]

You Owe Me- Nas
If you dont have Nas on you're iPod,
you're not a true fan of hiphop.

XR2 Turbo- M.I.A.
This ElectroHipHopTechno diva is
phenomenal.
Where were you in '92?

Spaz- N.E.R.D.
I never really know WHAT to do
on this song.
So I just spaz out.

Fly Nigga- Tyga
Nigga didn't you know?
I'm fly.

Single Ladies Remix- Beyonce` feat. Nicki Minaj
Nicki Minaj just makes the track
even hotter.

Every Girl- Drake
Um.. Aubrey makes my panties wet.
DUH.

Circus- Britney Spears
I'll always love Brit.

Ink My Whole Body- Wiz Khalifa
Body marked up the like subway in Harlem.

Freaks- Wale
Dude... If I EVER see him.
It's going DOWN.

My Hero- Paramore
Gotta finish it off with some more Haley.
She's just that awesome.
&& this cover is sooo good.

OH MY. [part duex]

For those of you who

want to see more of NY.
Here ya go!

More of 42nd.
Hells Kitchen

A lil bit of subway love...

&& the vid.
=]
yes. I would. && I did.